SADNESS

 

The grief and sadness stays,

My world is empty and is grey,

Days are long and not worth living,

I miss your affection and giving.

 

The sorrow lives in my heart,

You’re my baby and my sweet tart,

Will the pain ever disappear?

As we are the perfect pair.

 

You travelled so far away,

Maybe went to Hudson Bay,

I want to see you one day,

So I can feel your loving ways.

 

Seems like yesterday when we said our vows,

Or when I bought you a stuffed animal cow,

The storm never stops raining,

As I would give you my paintings.

 

Sitting on your couch drinking a beer,

Loving your hair pins and soft hair,

You would have two closets full of clothes,

Buying you chocolates and one rose.

 

It doesn’t feel like home anymore,

As I cry because now I’m poor,

You are worth everything I had,

Your smile makes me crazy and glad.

 

No one believes that you are gone,

Only I know, as I miss being fond,

Missing since 2011,

Only I know your lucky number is seven.

 

Many times the river froze,

Many times the leaves fell off the tree,

The ice melted and the river flows,

The tree grew had new leaves and seeds.

 

I’m never letting you go,

I’ll find you even If I have to row,

To the unknown lands with murky waters,

I’m packing my bags with fire starter.