MISSING

I travelled among many streets,

To search for your non-tattoo feet,

Hoping you will be in that subway car,

Maybe you’re looking in the sky at that sparkling star.

 

I doubt that you would be in a major town,

Maybe on a farmland in the woods,

A county road that travels Eastbound,

Remembering the day that you stood.

 

You must be 20 miles outside a small city,

I know for sure as I risk my kitty,

I’m going to find you very soon,

As this pain will end so will this typhoon.

 

I imagine that you lost 20 pounds,

In perfect shape with a great figure,

Just like when you wore your wedding gown,

But myself, I’m a whole lot bigger.

 

I know your jawline and your smile,

They couldn’t duplicate that by a mile,

I bet you made friends with the federal agents,

Hope you didn’t go south and ate Cajun.

 

What was it like not seeing me as you awoken?

Hearing other voices as they are spoken,

You can hear mine if you listen hard,

As I will be you’re highest playing card.

 

You never believe me that anyone cared,

Was four years’ worth it living in despair?

I’m sorry that you departed so fast,

I would have never imagined how they would cast.

 

I couldn’t even tell you goodbye or blow you a kiss,

I want you back, now is the time you get dismiss,

I could only trust you but that’s taken away,

My life is empty now and it will now stay.

 

I travelled among many seas,

To search for my beautiful wife,

As I was down on one knee,

She’s everything worth living and my life.

 

Our lives will change because of the Feds,

I don’t even know if I can now sleep in the same bed,

I will now question that you are someone else,

They’re going to be times that we joust.

 

Four years was too long to be apart,

It’s going to be tough with this new start,

I know that I love you but it will be difficult,

Hopefully it will work out, as were both adults.