MERIT

© RYAN GUILEY

Beneath her cries, one must face,

The time to stand up in a place,

She knows my character the best,

As in life, we will be put to the test.

Her spirit is releasing a charm,

That we all may struggle at times,

But, they did endangered and harm,

We all must face judgment in the lines.

Before, they almost took my life,

I was an ordinary and loving person,

To this day, I stand to be her wife,

As, she believes to know the right version.

Which is I have never loved someone,

That made my life so fantastic,

Throughout the years, I would never run,

As, I guard her and burn like a candlestick.

I ask myself, is it really God speaking?

I asked myself could this be,

But I could never write these teachings,

If someone was not guiding to see.

During the 5 years that we been apart,

I never wanted to be with anyone else,

I just want her back, so we could start,

As she saved me in our own house.

Sure there was times I was felt alone,

But, I was always looking for friendship,

As, I felt like a dog who lost his bone,

As, I stayed on the right side with my grip.

What they did to my mind is torture,

As I had to get each piece back,

It was like apples falling from the orchard,

As I had to regroup to make it intact.

If it wasn’t for her spirit,

I would be a lost soul,

As she stands with a merit,

As, it is my duty and my goal.

It is not fair, so long, hence,

To come to this point in time,

As, no one gave me a chance,

As, I tried my best to solve the crime.

That I knew the corruption existed,

Why it never got detected before?

People helping people, as I tried to list it,

But it was only her who open my door.

Now, I have to recall my whole lifetime,

I don’t have a problem explaining,

No advice from anyone, as I was left behind,

As, it all started out by not giving me training.

Whatever scenarios and accusations,

That are portrayed are completely false,

As, I had enough, running out of patience,

As, I did have a stroke, and rapidly pulse.

It is not a matter of winning or losing,

But to state what is completely correct,

My character is loyal and never amusing,

As, before the injury, we were so perfect.

Now, I have to face an ultimate test,

 But, in life we face all type of trials,

As, I will not allow her or myself to rest,

As people are so out of clue and in denial.

Freedom was taken away from us,

Living day to day in so much fear,

As, I could only have her trust,

As she was the one who took care.

A record is only achieved if presented,

Those who fear and are afraid,

As, the speech of the wedding I mean it,

As, we will live in joyful parade.