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I was afraid that day as I didn’t want him near,

He was persistence as usual keeping me in fear,

That is why I took a picture of myself in the hotel room,

Also, why I wrote notes in my phone that afternoon.

 

Some may say, why you didn’t just leave,

I will do anything to find Denise so I can be relieved,

Some may argue that it was free will, but it isn’t,

His motive is always deception and never listens.

 

When I stated “it was like feeling getting raped”,

It’s like you have no where to go to escape,

That he will keep following you around,

He will do anything to stand his ground.

 

I specifically purchase a raisin muffin that day,

To give another clue, what of what I wanted to say,

He knew that I was afraid that’s why I never wanted to eat,

I had to face the battle for Denise and I wasn’t going to retreat.

 

Also, another clue was why I purchased an Amaretto Sour,

I thought of a newborn life from a girl who played Tri-Towers,

I am just a kind person who is not stern,

He doesn’t know when to give up and wait his turn.

 

That is why today, I will not speak or see him,

As, I fear next time he will put me in that position again,

He just doesn’t know when to give up and release,

I was a victim as he wanted me to stay in his crease.

 

10 years ago, it was moment I had to think fast,

To give a sign where I was petrified to the extreme vast,

I did feel very threatened and endangered,

As I was barely holding onto my composure by a hanger.

 

There is a reason why I like mail so much,

They sent him to make sure I was to stay hush,

He was too close for comfort as I feared his actions,

I felt exposed, as I risked my life for one my passions.

 

In the hospital room, I did not trust the doctor,

As he was in on it to, as he was flown in like a helicopter,

The presence of an evil spirit was nearby of one of the accountants,

Waiting, to show fake sympathy as it was their way to go around it.