INTERFERENCE

 

Again, more interference with life,

Every new person I come in contact,

They subpoena them as they try to be polite,

So info won’t get out as they cover their backs.

 

It is normal for someone to ask questions,

Or to pause and change the subject,

I can’t even attend a normal session,

They cause damage as they intersect.

 

The quality of life is at the lowermost,

All I have is your eyes and your invisible ghost,

I find it very disturbing and insincere,

There is always one less like musical chairs.

 

I feel your face and it’s been getting hot,

I’m left with marks that blemish,

I’m getting sick of it, as it won’t stop,

Stuck in a small bowl like a fish.

 

I haven’t heard your voice in forever,

I haven’t hold your hand in years,

My heart is broken as we are not together,

I haven’t put my hand through your soft hair.

 

I will never forget your personality,

Daily I live with psychosis in a terrible reality,

Taken you away has cause a lot of damage,

While I took baby steps to manage.

 

I’m not psychotic and not delusional,

There are doubles of our juvenile,

I’m scared that you will never get release,

Recalling the first day I saw you as I smelled like grease.

 

I don’t even have a clue about my kids,

I missed all those years of being a father,

You can’t turn back and start a new grid,

It can’t be replaced, so don’t bother.