IMPACT

 

Where do I begin?  So many vicious attacks,

What the criminals caused, I can not keep track,

It is not just the accountants who has harmed me,

It is also the authorities who think they can go free.

 

Just because they have a badge or spoken protocols,

Gives them no right to injury my mind as they stole,

Some may question that I have schizophrenia or psychosis,

I will explain how it is like living every day as I will list.

 

Before the workplace crime occurred, I was a citizen,

I had a positive outlook in life of succeeding to win,

Even though, I knew prior how the world markets operate,

I wanted to be a CIA, be a father, and be loving to my soul mate.

 

Everything just crumbled in seconds as I feared for my life,

Taken, I stood for equality getting pierced with the knives,

Indeed, in order to protect oneself from danger and from dying,

I went through a psychosis episode with a shield of fighting and hiding.

 

Most people might not know what psychosis is all about?

The first time, it was so horrifying of what the mind is dealt,

Some symptoms include delusions and hearing voices,

But for me, I had an incredible sense of hearing noises.

 

I could hear from a distance away of what people said,

As I thought someone was out to kill me and wanted me dead,

My home was the safest place where I could defend,

It was Denise and God who saved me and never offend.

 

I had a multiple strokes and didn’t even realize,

I just feared for my safety and prayed that I didn’t die,

I just recall walking in circles in the kitchen room,

I had no control of my brain and my actions as it was doom.