HOSPITAL – BY RYAN GUILEY DEC 22, 2012
HOSPITAL
A sparkle falls from the gloomy sky,
Touching your face while you cry,
I hear you, as this will be over soon,
Giving you a kiss, since I saw you since last June.
I feel that we will be together once again,
It will be different as you are now from another bin,
It’s all taken away from a flash on an eye,
I will never know the explanation and why.
I wonder what you did for all of the days,
Not being beside me and showing me you’re loving ways,
I miss the kids running and watching them play,
As I can’t do anything while I eat off of a dinner tray.
Another night goes by without seeing your pretty face,
I’ll keep looking all over the place,
I’ll keep looking till you are in my arms,
You are my gem, everything, and my only charm.
It gets lonely and sad as each day passes,
I miss your cute nose while you put on glasses,
I’ll keep telling people until you are here,
I’ll do anything for you as I have nothing to fear.
Their like hungry wolves thirsting on a mistake,
Can’t accept the truth or what in store to take,
They say you are safe, but I can’t believe,
Until I look into your eyes I will be relieved.
My family is missing but everyone declines,
How can you do that to a person of their state of mind?
It’s like being in a blender and being blind,
Words can’t express but I know that you are mine.
It has been difficult without you beside me,
I feel you and know that I hear your plea,
It won’t be long till I am with you,
As I love you, as you already knew.
I am at the hospital for another twelve days,
I can’t do anything while I am deeper than clay,
Being lonely is not the word but would be numb,
I miss you and want you, is all that it sums.
I just came back from an A&A meeting tonight,
My love for you is my addiction which is always in my sight,
I can’t go a day without you as you are always on my mind,
You are my favourite drug and the only kind.
Just had Tim Horton’s for a first time in a while,
Remembering all the good times with coffee and your smile,
Believe moving a step closer and going in the right direction,
As I feel your presence, warmth, and your affection.
People will judge and believe false assertions,
My love for you is correct and will never have desertions,
I’m going to find you and you will never lose my sight,
My heart is pounding for you as you are always bright.