EVASIVE

 

Clear and counting the growing increments,

So much has benefited and has left a dent,

I will explain what it was like living the last 10 years,

Only Denise has the expertise since she was the only who cares.

 

Every face seemed like it was deceitful,

The expressions I saw were evasive like a weasel,

I continuously needed reassurance from her eyes,

She was always supportive as she only could realize.

 

I could not trust anyone except Denise,

Walking with open wounds from the heist,

I felt everyone was out to get me or set me up,

Living life in paranoia, I was certain I would erupt.

 

Always thinking someone is following you,

Of the information and secrets that I already knew,

I had to catch them in the act at the highest level,

They are wicked and evil just like the devil.

 

I was always two steps ahead of their strategy,

As I feared for my life as I lived being a casualty,

Being a victim, you feel like you are helpless,

The pain was as unbearable as people were so selfish.

 

The stroke caused me to take baby steps,

I had to do things in order to reach new depths,

Feelings of social withdrawal and loss of retention,

Undercover agents were everywhere if I forgot to mention.

 

Being observe knowing everything that you do,

An unlimited budget with 1000’s in their crew,

They tried to have every angle covered,

Taken away was my daughter as they replace her with another.

 

Hidden cameras and high tech toys,

I had to remain calm and keep my poise,

They made a mirage as they control the satellite,

I knew all about the schemas and payments in plain sight.