EMPTY

Nowhere to be found on planet earth,

Lost and hidden where no one can find you,

Life goes on with many deaths and births,

Your alive somewhere and still brand new.

 

Is your hair longer and are you smaller,

Does your smile still light up the room,

Do you have everything with their dollars?

Or living life empty and all is doom.

 

Life is boring and dull without you here,

Memories of that wedding dress is clear,

Drinking tea and watching the stars,

No more late nights or going to bars.

 

Do you go shopping to past the time?

Does your watch still work with that chime?

Four years have gone by missing you,

My angel is near above the shiny view.

 

Is your favourite colour still blue?

Is your closet full of clothes with skirts?

I miss at the altar saying, “I do”,

Nights go by and they all hurt.

 

Have you ever seen me in disguise?

What‘s your reaction to my long hair,

Do you still want me as your only prize?

Is your love still with you as you care?

 

I cry and lie wide- awake each night,

You are not in bed but only in my mind,

To smell your skin would bring new heights,

Hearing your voice would make me unwind

 

If I could tell you anything right now,

Just hold on and remember our vows,

I love you my beautiful and only Betty,

We will be together when the Feds are ready.

 

I hope another year doesn’t go away,

Maybe spring flowers will bring you in May,

I miss your incredible laugh and your teeth,

Your white dress and what is underneath.

 

Take care and listen to your beating heart,

Life will get easier as will have a new start,

Another letter written to give to you,

Wishing I could find you was my last clue.