DISGUISE

 

It was seven days before her 31st birthday on a searing morning.  As she awoke, she wouldn’t realize that it would be the last morning to a new living standard.  A ghastly moment came about, as she approaches her mother’s house.  Her two children in the backseat were not her young but are two pretenders.

Nolan who is four years old and Ciara who is only two years old are imposters.  Nolan is mask as a midget who is really a 30 years old man.  Ciara is an automated robotic figurine with programmable functions.

Denise did not even know the difference in these phonies.  Denise is a caring mother who loves her children and especially loves her husband, Ryan.  When she opens the front door, her mother told her to go into the kitchen.  Denise sat at the kitchen table as she became worry about being late for work.  Little, did she know that another Denise was driving her car to the work parking lot, ready to replace herself.

This would be the last moment that she wore her I.D. work badge.  Three men approach the room and introduce themselves as RCMP officers.  She did not know what was happening, but they told her that she must go with them.  The imposter children will be fine with Denise’s mother so she was not in apprehension.  When she steps outside, her car was gone in the driveway and was replace with a GMC Yukon SUV.

Denise was anxious, and question what this was about.  One man, reply “It is about your husband Ryan, we need to ask you some questions about him”.  That was not the only reason, but they convince her otherwise.  They brought her to the Jefferson and Riverside station.  Denise started to shed tears, as she is in discomfort and thought something happen to Ryan.

The place Denise in a bronzed room with a long board table as a woman and two other males came in the room.   The woman reply “Your husband is fine as he is at work right now”.  They told her that they have been following her for over five years and need her help.  It was that moment; Denise starts to realize that Ryan was precise for all those years.  They suggested that her present living conditions are dangerous and that they could keep her from detriment.  They never told her about her imposter children or all the methods they use for the last five years to surveillance her.

Denise was shaking and ask does this have to do with my husband SOS calling.  They answer “Yes, and it involves the workplace that he worked five years ago”.  We need to protect you as a witness, and we will also protect your children.  They still never told her the truth about her youngsters, but she was content that they could defend her and her family.  An hour passes by, as they wanted her to sign the papers rapidly to start the process.  They told her, “If you want to help out your family, you will agree to the following proceeding”.  They inform her that she would be replaced and would not live a normal life anymore and must sacrifice all conditions.  They mention that they did not know how long the process would be, it could be one, two or eight years but she thought the shortest period in her mind.  She was now placed in the Witness Protection Program.  Denise had no idea what life would be like, as she would ultimately sacrifice natural life.

They reassure her that her children will be fine in her mother’s care.  They told her that we have about an hour and a half to drive to a secret location.  That drive for her was the longest as she would feel more comfortable as she would see familiar faces.  She is relieving to see six Canadian Army soldiers in uniforms.  They introduce themselves and said that they would be spending most of her time with her today.

Denise was still uneasy but one solider said “we have people here that you know”.  Denise reply “Like who”?  The soldier spoke “They are in a remote location, right now, but I will tell you who.  Ryan’s parents and also his Uncle.  Denise was surprise, and was speechless.  Denise keep thinking about her children, and realize finally that she would see them less often.  Again, they assure her that they were taken care of.

They went over some of the basics.  An earpiece must be worn at all times as it is place in her ear.  She could hear wherever spy Denise went with it’s surroundings.  In her other ear, another ear piece is worn.  This was the communication feedback from the higher authority who gave her directions to follow.

It was cooler outside as the large trees brought shade to the air.  There was this storehouse that was quite large.  Inside was eight large TV screens, they had the real live image of her work, her home, her mother’s house, her car, Ryan’s car, Ryan’s work, image from Spy Denise’s contact eyes and a large dashboard with multi screen shots with mostly Internet information database and other material that she didn’t understand.

They advise her, that most of her time would be spent in the storehouse and that it’s very important not to make any mistakes when answer any questions.  This was the first time Denise saw her double on camera.  She was stagger how she almost identically look like her.  Then she heard the Spy Denise voice.  It was exactly like hers.  It was her job to observe the Spy and tell her what she was doing right and what she needed improvement on.

How does one cope when they are in captivity?  Losing all their rights, not seeing family and friends.  Denise signed an affidavit that she could not write or tell certain information while she was in the program.  She now fully understood that she must forfeit the entirety of her life and this was all real for her true love Ryan.

So that accountants will be chasten and that her husband knew all about the irregular accounting practises, the scandal between the banks and the insurance companies, the automotive bankruptcy industry, why the American dollar was dominant in the world markets, due to foreign exchange discrepancies, the offshore computerized contracts, the signature of signing documents, the laws that were not govern in the territory that you resided in, the personnel who didn’t have authority of signing documents, the loopholes of incorporation a business, the use of credit unions to obtain loans which were not regulated by Chartered Banks, the purchase of fixed assets which made the amortization adjusted every period,  how receipts were not provided so they could adjust the sales, how documents were not prepared by real people but my computers, how corporate addresses were not valid when sending documents for acceptance of contracts, how interest was manipulated, how the transparency of individuals were not liable for their actions, year end adjustments to reclaim the corporate taxes, the use of computer programs to go back in prior months to change the headings of automated payments, how loans were just transferred back and forth between two companies, the bogus union contracts, the employment laws that were not enforceable, why oil prices were so high as the reserve accounting treatment was inaccurate, the buy back of preferred stock, the consignment of goods that were on suspension, the secrets of non profit accounting relating to schools, hospitals, and health care plans,  how payments were not classified and amounts were redistributed to make financials stronger, and she finally question since this was true, could her children not be her own flesh and blood?

When will they tell her?  How could a mother not know her own child?  She would finally find out two years later.  During these last two years, her spirit would send mystical conceptions to her husband.

Only Ryan could visualize what Denise thought and felt through the power of her breath of air.  Denise knew that Ryan would never give up on her and would love her forever.  The following came about:

 

My tender lips have breath the same air,

The trees are standing tall growing each year,

Another night passes without you near,

We will be one forever as we are an amazing pair.

My eyes have seen remarkable wonders,

But also seen the darkness of a storms with thunder,

Why I didn’t believe you, I must of blunder,

I have faith and witness, what has been going under.

I recall clearly that morning when I left our residence,

I would now be a prisoner guarded within a fence,

Relationships vanish and have become dense,

It was difficult at first but it now all makes sense.

I was startle when the RCMP came into the room,

I had no idea what was going to loom,

I was told my life was going to change as I gloom,

Another person would replace me as I asked whom?

I suppose to be co-operative as I sign,

I would be protected and just be fine,

Sacrifices and my life was going to be all left behind,

Little did I know, I was going to be in pine.

So many questions were being request,

In that boardroom with only a single desk,

My heart was beating through my chest,

I just wanted to go to work, I must confess.

So many demands about my husband,

I would always love him as I wanted his hand,

They ask me to take off the wedding band,

I never forget about him as they had a plan.

I reassure them that he did not trust any individual,

They would not listen as I was apprehending by moles,

Tears came down as they just wanted to patrol,

I thought of my children, little did I know what they stole.

They have been watching for many years,

I felt invaded as they even knew what I didn’t wear,

Cameras were place inside my car, work and lair,

I knew who it was, who let them interfere.

They did not tell me about their game plot,

I would be leaving Windsor as they sought,

They ask if I wanted a tea as they bought,

A secret probe, thinking they would never get caught.

I was place in a SUV, going for a ride,

I was breathing heavy as I had to confide,

Missing my family already as I cried,

On the 401 highway as I had no one on my side.

My hand shook as I knew Ryan was not crazy,

I should of have listen and not of been lazy,

As my love for him was symbolic like a daisy,

Everything was making sense and not hazy.

We were in Eagle, a small town,

We went inside a house as I became unwound,

Military men approach me with a frown,

Monitors were display and gadgets were found.

On the camera I saw my work space,

I saw a double of me as I could not erase,

She was on the phone keeping brace,

She said “Hello” with no time to waste.

It was weird listening to my own tone,

Ryan would know the spy and disown,

I would help them out as I felt it in my bones,

I wanted to hear my kids so I ask for the phone.

They never mention anything about my young,

I could feel something awkward in my lungs,

I was given an earpiece in both ears to hear,

A necklace made with a microphone to wear,

Was told eventually I had to cut and dye my hair,

I was thinking this was only to last about two years.

They knew most of the names of co-workers at work,

It was easy to give more facts as the spy lurk,

I was told in a couple days I would be going near York,

They even knew which fingers I use to hold my fork.

I could tell Ryan was on edge with the spy,

He would obviously know by the look in it’s eyes,

He knew me inside and out and he is very wise,

I almost gave up as it was hard to see my disguise.

Again, I thought of my children but they never told,

Those accountants harm my spouse and I did not want to fold,

I could request for almost anything as was like unlimited gold,

I just want my husband affection so I could hold.

I need a break so I ask if I could go outside,

Overgrown trees as it was great place to hide,

I was near water as I heard some lake tides,

A spirit came and told me to look in Ciara’s eyes.

Undercover agents must have been present before,

I knew right away they had a lot of resources in galore,

Our counsellor was too polite and knew what was in store,

I never knew Ryan was tipoff by someone who put up a roar.

It was heart breaking to see the spy in the same bed,

As I knew Ryan was faithful to me even before we wed,

I begun to get hot and felt dizzy needing some meds,

I was not hungry as I could not eat while everyone else fed.

I watch them go to the medical building to see the shrink,

The clerk and doctor was a spy as they could not blink,

I could tell Ryan was on guard and he was on the brink,

It would never work out as Denise spy didn’t have a link.

It was time to go to CSIS centre, north of downtown Toronto,

There was a lot of people who work with me pronto,

I had to get undress while I was naked down to my toes,

Scans and computer images were taking while I was in a pose.

I never felt so distressing in my entire life as hold my smile,

I would be without the love of my life for many miles,

I had to laugh, sing, burp, cry, yell while I look at the floor tiles,

As I did every thing that they ask, as I never gave in to denial.

 

I never thought of so much intelligence was present,

I was amaze by the technology as they were all bent,

I was curious how they would mange every thing as off they went,

Soon another move was to be near the county of Chatham-Kent.

It felt good that Ryan was sleeping on the futon downstairs,

I did not want him to get attach to the spy as I fear,

Ryan knew it was not me as she did not have a glare,

Months went by as I saw my kids not much as it was not fair.

I would see them at my mother’s friends house,

I had to be strong and quiet like a mouse,

We were near water as I hold it in as I joust,

I was sweating as I wanted to remove my blouse.

Winter was approaching, a tactic was in their controls,

If they could get Ryan tied down to the hospital poles,

Fake emergency personnel came, as it was an all time low,

A separation was in the works as I ate cereal out of a bowl.

I could tell Ryan knew the patients was a cover up,

The news came about the split as he erupts,

This would never go through as I was not a pup,

I never got in a fight with him, as I took a sip out of a cup.

They never told me about Ryan’s uncle or parents,

They are in the same agenda as they thought it was a merit,

I finally saw them two years later as I could hardly bear it,

Divorce papers came to his apartment as he knew it was a joke,

I would never break up with him as it was a hard poke,

I could watch him play along as he knew it was a hoax,

I receive counselling on a daily basis with a female folk.

He never made any rude comments to the spy except one,

That she was a bad mother but he was just having fun,

Ryan knew about this counsellor even before it begun,

The spy and Ryan both had the same providers as it was a tonne.

Personally, I would never get a tattoo but that was thereafter,

A fake tattoo was imprint on my foot, I like it, as it was not a disaster,

I went through periods of hurt and it was a lot vaster,

I was like a pawn who told facts to the above master.

I could just sense Ryan wait for a spy’s mistake,

There was no spy father’s hair as it was totally fake,

It felt good and I got reassure as he got the take,

The fallen down plant and the plant he bought,

I could sense they meant something while he sought,

I could feel him making a dash to the finish line as he trots,

I was not letting go of him as my love was in a knot.

They told me that they would switch Ryan’s grandma,

She did not die in October as he could sense a flaw,

A fake death certificate was given as they broke the law,

She died one-month after, that’s what God sent me to saw.

A year and a half pass by and I was in for the long haul,

I just need to see Ryan up close so we went to the thrift store mall,

I held on to my guard, as I finally spoke to him as he stood tall,

He senses my eyes; I end it quick as I did not want it to fall.

That was it, a final goodbye, as I was going to move locations,

I was going to meet the other capture people in a remote station,

I question about my children as they finally made a reservation,

I could settle down and relax, and finally have like a vacation.

I realize I had to take care of my self so I had to stay fit,

So every morning I would exercise as I have the grit,

Yoga, also I learn a new instrument that is a wit,

I even tried to learn how to sew and knit.

I am not giving up on my best friend,

He was victimized as he could not defend,

I believe that we can come together and mend,

Years have been lost as they certainly offend.

I am a fighter who can knock down wall beams,

I believe my husband is not psychotic but supreme,

I want him back in my life as we make a great team,

Some how he knows the future while he dreams.

The sky is what is above, but we are on the same terrain,

The trees help me get by while I relieve my pain,

The gravel paths that I walk, help me keep sane.

I feel his agony while I watch it pour rain.

He always told me the CIA receive his SOS signal,

I always thought no body care, but he made a kindle,

Both countries intercept it, as it went multilingual,

I never knew it could make a special jingle.

I never saw him so afraid and out of commission,

I tried to stay focus and not lose my ambitions,

I was now his caregiver as I would always listen,

I believe what he knew and saw, as he gave me a glisten.

I feel bad, that I told him no body cares about him,

I know he understands and accepts it to the rim,

He would sacrifice for me as he would give his limb,

I will always remember his dance moves as I grin.

I miss when he would put his arm around me,

The soft kisses that made my skin hairs go free,

The touch of his hands rubbing the back of my knee,

His tongue, his hands in my hair as I would let him be.

The prickles on his unshaven face I like least,

He never got mad at me and he always kept his peace,

I miss putting out his shirts for him as they would not crease,

I can still smell from his work clothes the hamburger grease.

I left with nothing except your smile,

Being transported to an unknown location,

I love you even if were away from miles,

Signals have been sent instead of a notation.

I have a new name and a new identity,

Every moment I think of you,

I know that you will wait a century,

As I am with a new set of crew.