DIDN’T FALL ON MY LAP

Why didn’t she get more involved?

I don’t know why? Only she can solve,

I drove her crazy when I try to explain,

If I talked, it would cause more pain.

 

She held on as it was like rapid waves,

I’m thankful for her as my life was saved,

She tried to get help but no one responded,

It only made us stronger as we bonded.

 

The agony was there every single day,

She reassured me, while God showed her the way,

I always thought both companies used a telescope,

To send secrets across the river and then they elope.

 

The had rooms where you would see far in the window,

To tell classified info as they watch it all grow,

I knew it was them since I watched it on screen,

Also, it was their biggest client as I intervene.

 

You don’t have to say that you are sorry,

You always took care of me as you are my true life story,

Something in your eyes, tells me that you are fine,

As you will wait for me as you are all mine.

 

I purposely left out about the incident in April 2005,

So they would further investigate and have a drive,

I had to beat them in every way as I had traps,

As I worked rigidly as this didn’t fall on my lap.

 

Every thing was against me as I watched this all unfold,

I always believe in myself as even If I said “It’s cold”,

I said to the ethics lady, you better not be in on this too,

As I know she was not alone, as she was directed by her crew.

 

They will all try and protect their own profession,

Only you matter in the end, if I they haven’t learnt a lesson,

Your career isn’t going to be by your bedside in the end,

Neither is your possessions, only my wife will be, who will defend.

 

It will be too late for people who chase empty space,

Do not be drifted as time is precious and not too waste,

They have stolen four and half years from my dearest,

As I love you, you are the world and my fairest.