Denise,

Just wanted to write you something quick

I miss everything about you.  I just saw a picture that I don’t think I’ve seen in a long time back in 2004.  That’s 13 years ago.  About 1/2 of the years that I haven’t seen you since.  The companionship between us and also just your presence or hearing your voice.  Not being able to see your eyes, see you smile, see you do your hair in a thousand ways,  see you wake me up in the morning, missing the neatness that you had, even the piles of clothes that you changed your mind a few times and not decided to wear that outfit, I miss seeing you look stunning in your clothes, I miss every part of you, you are my best friend and my angel who protected me and still does, every part of you is a part of me.  Over the 700 letters (poems) I written was exactly how I felt at the time, and I still do.  A lot of words, I think of 120,000 words.  To describe how I feel about you.

I just wanted to write you something.  For the most part, it is only a one way communication between me and you, other than spiritual. I haven’t written something in a couple of days.  I will get to see you soon and the children too.

Everything I do, it seems like people just want to criticize and analyze why I do things.  Well the one reason, is only because I love you.  To me, no body looks at all the positive things and just make up negative things.  You truly know who I am, and how much I care for you and the children.

Love Me. Ryan