I’ve imagine, but will never know.  The days that have passed by, where you had to move location to location.  Went inside homes that didn’t feel like home.  The moments where you couldn’t call anyone to talk to you.  The new characters that you had become.  The car rides looking out the window, seeing it go by slow.  The new people in your life who you had to pretend to like or dislike.  The missing of our children, that you went months without seeing.  The nights were there was nothing on television where you were lonely.  Telling them every single detail of your life and ours.  Always on stand by, if something happens.  Going to the hospital, as you were not feeling well.  Having the birth of our daughter without me, beside you.  Going to new cities and stores feeling lost and abandon.  But most of all, where you couldn’t feel me, for me to hold you, give you a hug or hear me say “Hello”.  Or to let you know that you were doing fine or having a rough time.  Maybe your connection was discharged.  But in it all, it what made us stronger with a connection that surges and breaks the unknown.

What I went through, was I received a spiritual connection.  Where it help me determine where you were at most of the times.

But what I missed the most, was exactly who you are.  The mother, the wife, and the angel who provided me with the tools necessary for survival.  Survival where, I know that when you walk in the room, I get an energy that there’s nothing like it.  Where you being beside me or knowing that you are near, it is the intimate power that goes through my blood.  Just being who you are, is what I love the best about you.  You could never upset me because I am true and loyal to you.   Six years have past, and you believe that you have made it through the tough times, but it was because you had faith and guidance with me, that made you survive.  it was the same thing for me.  

Do you want a good reason?  Reasons are for answering questions.  There is never a question but always a statement.  A statement that writes who we all become and who we are.  You are an impact to me, as i am an impact to you.

Who both are made out of bricks and our children who love and support us.

The moments that you cried, the feelings of being lost, the days were no one was around, I will restore it all.

There will be times of laughter, days that you find our way, and I will always the one who is stands and holds your hand.

Just like when we drove, I got you, you got me.