DISHONOUR

© RYAN GUILEY

Being captive as there are no compliances,

No regulations that give you protection,

Every person does not provide reliance,

Left alone, as only God will provide direction.

 

Terrified as only you knew of the corruption prior,

Trying to reach safety, somewhere to be higher,

Inside a battle field with only determination,

No one to communicate, as you are in enemy stations.

 

If you panic or show any sign of weakness,

You have to be at a prestige level at your best,

Feeling that your life could be perished,

Striving for order, as she is only one you cherish.

 

Gathering evidence and leaving your marks behind,

Ready to explode, trying keep sane in your mind,

Inflicted with wounds as you feel left alone,

Seeking for safety, trying to reach your home.

 

Numerous attempts to tell your leader,

Then you realize they are all cheaters,

Given too many fair chances to the group,

Having no aid, as you are the only troop.

 

Deliberate acts and no due diligence occurs,

Trying to fight and hold back your fears,

Enough is enough and there is an airway,

As they dissect with all their tools on the tray.

 

They could not slice up my heart or soul,

As, I seek safety as I reach my base,

Waiting for a phone call but they stole,

Looking for a piece of paper out of place.

 

Being horrified as you waited for your companion,

Finally rescued without being stranded,

Now she is in danger so you try not divulge,

Still fearing for your life as it continues to bulge.

 

Now your home is part of the war field,

Going crazy, as you try to put up a shield,

Prior information you knew, as you kept silent,

If you speak, then you would get killed with violence.

 

The fear was so extreme, you had no control,

Didn’t know who to trust and who would patrol,

The phones were wiretapped so you couldn’t make a call,

So you sent emergency signals beneath your walls.

 

Believing everyone is corrupt and has no principles,

You are alone as their selfish nature is not invisible,

It’s a dishonour to our nation as I fought,

The Charter will come in law so they will be caught.